ONE YEAR LATER: SONNY CHULO REMEMBERS BIG WIL
“Had a dream,” I said, “About
who?” he said / “About Wil,” I said, “Shit, that’s real,” he said / The first
thing I asked was the reason that he’s dead / ‘Cause word in the O, you got
clapped over some bread / I catch flashbacks of the night of your wake / Cause
that night was too much for your nigga to take / Takin’ slow steps ‘cause I
couldn’t see your face / Everybody crying, but some of them tears was fake / As
for me, I couldn’t hold the waterfalls from my eyes / Feeling like I can’t
proceed without you by my side / Remember the beginning? Max-A-Mil heavy on the
rise / Took Orlando by storm and the streets by surprise / 95 Live, or that
night at The Quest / You put up $350 to show your team was the best / Hit the
studio for hours til we felt burnt out / But it’s fucked up the way that some
niggas turned out / Bravo, homie’s there, yeah / He still on his grind, he keeps
you in his heart / And you could hear it in his rhymes / Southstar popped off,
but his partner’s a bitch / I recently found out that Smilez is a snitch / Me
and Stally had a fall-out, we no longer friends / I guess it’s only so long fake
niggas pretend / P kept me alive when I thought it was over / Helped me realize
I had two angels on my shoulders / As for me, yeah, you know I’m still doin’ my
thing / Building an empire sick enough to change the game / But without you here
it could never be the same / So everytime I rock it’s in your name / I miss you,
nigga."
A year after the unsolved murder of Max-A-Million Records’ CEO Big Wil, his
closest friends and artists Sonny Chulo and Jonny Bravo linked up to perform a
live tribute of their verses from DJ June Buhg’s “Bigger Than Life” mix CD. A
year after Wil’s passing, Sonny reflects on the past and speaks on the future.
Wil raised me. I was his first artist. You know, everybody screams “family,” but
it’s not too many people that mean it. Me and Bravo was definitely the first.
Bravo lived with him at one time, I stayed with him at one time. Sometimes there
was no lights in the studio and we had candles. It’s different when you’re just
an artist, but we was family to that nigga. Not too many people could get a hug
from his pops or his brother, and that’s what it boils down to. And what certain
people did when he passed – I’m not here to judge nobody. I just keep Wil in my
heart with everything I do, and I know that Bravo and P-Scheezy are the same
way. It’s like he’s helping me. Everything he can’t do for me physically, I’m
very confident he’s gonna do for me spiritually. If I do pop off, a lot of it is
owed to him. I’ve learned a lot from his mistakes. But I just know that I miss
my dawg every day. It’s funny, I see a lot of these niggas out here lookin’ like
mini Max-A-Mils. Same way you see these wannabes comin’ out with mini-OZONEs.
And I just laugh.
As far as Max-A-Mil as a label, I haven’t heard shit about it. Max-A-Mil, to me,
is me and Bravo. I lost a little respect for Southstar. He didn’t show up to the
tribute, send his blessings or anything. But I guess two bitches belong
together. Smilez basically just thinks he’s hotter than me. I know he’s not. And
he’s a liar. He should never speak no gangsta shit in his rhymes because he
broke rule number one. The first rule of the streets: you never get the cops. I
don’t care if it’s your fuckin’ father that’s a cop. Basically, it was an
ongoing thing, but I had seen Smilez and everything was deaded. But I told him I
was gonna get him back for that whack trash freestyle he did on Voice of Da
Streetz’ mixtape. It’s just my duty. I rep the streets so there’s no way I’d let
him get the last word. Anyway, a member of his entourage – that homo, Wildchild,
with the big teeth? That nigga’s a bitch too. That nigga’s pussy. Print that. He
came up to me at the club, and it was a Lil Jon record on so he was getting
crunk like, “Yeah, we heard that diss record.” I’m like, “That’s why I did it,
nigga, y’all niggas is pussy.” Don’t step to me unless you ready to rock.
Besides this rap shit, I’m a man. This nigga went outside and got the cops – one
of the cops is Smilez brother – then he went and got Smilez. Smilez came up to
me after the cops did. His brother – who looks like the Nutty Professor – put
his hand in my face and said some slick shit. The cops hit me with a couple
cheap shots. It’s gonna take more then billy clubs, though. I’ve been hit by
fifteen niggas and I’m still here. Those little cheap shots ain’t shit, but
don’t hide behind your badge. When you get out of your uniform, we could get
shit poppin’. That’s why Smilez is a bitch. Smilez is a rappin’ name, and he
don’t get no respect from me as a rapper, that’s why I call him Rodney. We ain’t
pop, nigga. We don’t do that bubblegum shit. And he needs to talk to his partner
Southstar to find out how we get down. I don’t know why his partner is frontin’
like we ain’t save his life at the D12 concert. And this shit I’m saying to you
now, I would say to their face anytime.
Right now, I’ve got my own label, GoodFellaz. I’ve been doing freestyles here
and there, but the conversion from a rapper to an artist is what’s going on
right now. As far as features for the album, we’re looking at Fat Joe and Tony
Sunshine of course, and trying to politic some shit with Mr. Vegas, Akon, and
the singer Lloyd. Cool dude. I don’t care if he’s with Murder Inc. or got beef
with 50, whatever, it’s just whatever could benefit me. The beats is Urban Child
all day, my man Shawn Starr. He’s fuckin’ ridiculous. He’s a singer too. We got
hella joints, we doing our own version of the “Best of Both Worlds.” My album is
basically wrapped up, it’s called “I Promise.” We gonna put out a single near
the end of this month. I’m gonna have a listening party to decide what the
single should be. We just trying to capture the streets first, ‘cause people
look at Orlando like it’s a pop city.
We kinda shied away from the battle scene, ‘cause I got nothing to gain no more.
I feel like I won every battle that really counted. I won The Quest, I won the
Interscope battle. Mad shouts to Kevin Black, too, that’s my nigga. And
honestly, I took my time with this album. You might feel like you’re ready at
one point, but you’re not. I’m not better than nobody now, but nobody’s better
than me either. We doing this without the Just Blazes, the Kanye Wests, without
the cosigners, and we still rockin’. We gonna see, though. If Orlando chooses to
be biased and not accept it just ‘cause I’m from here, that’s on them. They’ll
appreciate a New York artist before they’ll appreciate this. Niggas will look at
me different just ‘cause I’m from Orlando. Honestly, though, I’m different from
a lot of cats. They out here talking about shotguns, and when I see ‘em they
weigh like forty pounds. If they really blasted off, that shit would knock them
backwards. Real recognize real, though, so if you don’t come from that daisy
shit you’ll appreciate my music. Orlando takes its talent for granted sometimes.
And if anybody knows that, it’s you. I can’t believe you still givin’ these mags
out for free. - As told to Julia Beverly,
jb@ozonemag.com
